What do you see when you reflect yourself in front of the mirror? Your face, your body, your look, or what? Whatever you see, all of them show you. You can stand in the mirror for a long time, but you’ll still see yourself. Mirror never lies. It will show you the truth, at least the truth of your appearance as you see in front of your eyes.
I ever felt frustrated when I saw the mirror. It reflected myself in a very bad, ugly shape. I was fat, chubby, and like a balloon. Oh God, I would almost cry and scream every time I see my shadow. I was angry, disappointed, sad, mad, and stuck with a great depression if I am ugly. I am ugly, those are three words that figure me out.
As the time passes by, I start changing my mind. I start receiving what belongs to me. I accept the fact if I am fat, chubby, and like a balloon. I try for not to care this problem. I learn to be proud of what God has given to me. All of those ideas change me. I feel better as I let everything out of my mind. I feel free and I can smile again, something that I can’t do when I was depressed.
Now, I always like standing in front of the mirror. Inside this thing, I am still the former me, or maybe fatter. But I have learned to accept everything as the sign of my thank to God for His gift. Although that depression attack me sometimes, I just make it as an announcer for me. If I want to be thinner, I must exercise. Instead blaming the destiny why I can be like this, I must run around my house 10 times in the morning and evening. Everything will be fine if we can receive what has been stuck in us and make up our mind to struggle within this condition.
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