Wednesday, 18 August 2010

About Time To Leave

My Dearest Diary,

It has been almost two months I have passed here, in a village. due to the fact that I am having my underjob training here, I am staying in Desa Semangko.

Well, that's too usual, but you know what I am going to stay. I am living in a house with six other people and I can say it is totally uneasy to deal with them. Just imagine, seven heads ought to be blended into one is such an extreme idea ever invented and they must create something to help social change in a small village which electricity does not even appear for 24 hours.

i'm mad, stressed, and sometimes depressed here. I can't find someone which I can rely depend on and share problems with. I can say living here is quite the same torture as I had in Briton. Hehe...

But if I can say, I have been close with them now. We, especially I, have never felt this close with them. Ironically, we become like this in the rest of our days here....

My Dearest Diary,
I do miss my life in Balikpapan and I am longing to be with my family again, but as you know, I still have some missions to be done here. I just have around 11 days remaining to gain strength and do the working plans. So miserable, but it is quite challenging though if I think about it deeper.

honestly, I don't feel that our time here is so qualified. We spent too much time not doing anything, just laying lazily and eating and sleeping. Gosh.....

nevertheless, let's inspire ourselves to do better than this. Hope in these remaining days we can finish the working plans and go back to our own life. Though it is bad sometimes, I do hop our friendship can stay alive forever. I will never forget this time of my life. Being here with them is such a wonderful experience.

:)

Thanks for sharing. I will be right back later and bring you upcoming news.

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